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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
THE LAST THING I WANT IS TO GET SICK...
The feeling of it really is terrible.. U juz lie on ur bed the whole day.. Wishing and praying that u'll be fine.. Haix.. I juz feel like a heated oven.. In winter.. Hot on the inside.. Freezing cold on the outside.. So cold, that i had to wear 2 layers of pants and a jacket to bed.. I juz sniff away every minute.. With a blocked nose.. Which also blocks my ears.. And with the phlegm in my throat trying to come out with a cough.. But instead irritates my throat and makes me wanna puke.. Ahhh.. I feel like I'm on my deathbed.. So weak, i tremble when i try to walk.. I try to talk like a normal me.. But it comes out in whispers and a croaked voice.. Like 2 pple who called yday n couldn't make out what i was trying to say.. Haha.. I miss school.. I miss band.. I miss everyone.. I miss homework.. (weird eh?) Brrr.. Freezing cold.. And I only can breathe through my mouth.. At least this round of fever does not need me to go to e docs and put me on that disgusting machine.. But I can feel it coming again.. Haix.. Think bout the homework, the tests that i have to do.. Arggh.. At least my eyes have gone back to normal with juz a little sore part in my right eye.. Haha.. Improvement.. I feel.. Old.. Lying on my bed the whole day.. Haha.. Deprived from running and skipping whole day long.. Hmmmx.. Besides all that.. Thanks for everyone's concern.. Love ya guys.. Hope i will be better tmr.. For band and stuffs.. For homework.. :) For now......
HEAR MY CRY.. haha.. :)
