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Monday, March 26, 2007

BOO!

one week passed in a FLASH! (:

first and foremost,

i'll like to thank God for ALEXANDRIA!

haha.

i met her at NJ band tune in last yr.

yup! and we're classmates!

this is ultra super duper cool man.
cos i was really afraid like no friends.

didn't go for orientation or anything.

yup! its cool. (:

this wk in a nutshell: super tiring.

band on tues, weds, thurs, fri.

went fer dinner after band lah!

reached home at 11pm. my dad blew his top. LOL.

zzz. didn't do any work or revision.

oops! and my ivle doesn't work.

i'm so so dead.

i got LOADS to catch up.

my embrouchure was gone on fri.

my lips are FALLING APART!

brrr..

but band practices times fly real fast! (:

more bout my class.

my class is cool.

17 girls, 8 guys.

at least my class guys interact with us lah.

we even played table soccer and air hockey today. haha.

ah.

last fri.

oh man! i gotta tell band teacher that i needa leave early on every alt wk.

i'm praying hard that it'll go fine.

I can't shirk my drumming responsibilities.

NO NO. COMMITMENT!

yup. i hope it'll b fine.

last sat!

band prac.

then met ben, mab, ade, che, tk for lunch and K BOX! (:

i love k box sessions.

you can sing out of tune and no one bothers.

you can stand on the chairs and dance and no one bothers.

you can get HIGH! and no one bothers.

how cool is that huh? (:

went home quite late.

and got my dad really mad again. LOL.

heh.

AJ band concert this SUN! APRIL FOOLS! (:

at VCH. anyone want tix? $10.

haha. my grandma is going!

and some church and classmateys.

coolnesses.

i miss my mommy! :'(

she's finally coming home this weds.

YES YES YES!

i found some really OLD photos.

random. HAHA. brings back some memories.

haha this was in 2002?

haha. this was 2004?

i needa go.

do some math! i guess.

take care (:

how do i live without you?

i want to know.

how do i breathe without you?

if you ever go.

how do i ever, ever survive?

how do i live, how do i live?

- F.I.R.. tian tian ye ye. (:

written at 8:54 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

HMMMS.

i went for lunch at CAFE CARTEL yday with my family.
yup! i ate ALOT. tsk tsk.
then did some shopping.
bought korean dramas. HAHAHA.
played badminton at night,
and then i was super shag.

wished ben happy b'day at 12 mn in a tel convo with lw, ade, che.
then hp confiscated in the morning.
i'm super sad.
BLAH.
mom left for chiang mai.
I MISS HER! ten days is a long time.

yes.
i packed my room.
played tennis w bro.
soccer with some ppl.
and i scored a goal. YES!

how exciting it is to type like this. HAHA.
sch starts tmr.
i pray that it'll all go fine.
and YES IT WILL! (:

bye. and goodnights. (:

written at 10:09 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

BEWARE.
this is gonna be a long and emo post.

i haven't updated for like 2 wks plus.
i'm mentally tired.
VERY tired.

yesh. first up! is o2. Pioneer IGNITE!! ((:
i'm in OG 36, the last one.. and it's RONSON!
yeah.
the first few days were boring.
but the leadership camp-- the web game bonded us together ALOT.
yup! it was great fun.
esp., when your OGL is your sec sch classmate. WAHAHA.

yesh. and i went for tennis trials on 8 MAR.
WAHAHA.
i passed! (:
thanks to Mabel's encouragement.
i couldn't have done it w/o her. ((:

this is US in the toilet. (:

me and mabel--- my CLASSMATE-- and OGL. (:

me and priscilla--- a good friend i made. (:

me and liang zheng--- the first person i met in OG 36! (:

OG 36. (: (not everyone is inside)

the girls. (:

me and priscilla's shoe--- even her shoelaces are PURPLE!!!

i couldn't make it for the campfire, as i had a concert to attend.
Hwa Chong's chinese drama production.
Ppl are surprised why i would go for such a thing. HAHA.
but the concert was GREAT! the storyline was amazing.
YAY! (:

all thanks to SI WEN!

she invited me to the concert.
well amazingly, she's related to Douglas's friend.
WAHAHA. (:
me and dougwanted to go for Della's party aft that.
it was like 11+?
so both of us walked to cityhall, and took mrt.
hmmms.

xinyue came over on sunday to prac the duet.
yup! (:

MONDAY! (:

tennis training from 830-1045
the sun was SOO HOT!
i'm tanner than before. DOTS.
okay, did foot work, blah blah, strokes...
it was rather FUN, i suppose.
made a few friends, like Hazlyn, JiaJun, Louise.
yesh.. we walked from sch to BPP.
a fine day. (:

then night was Si Jia's b'day bbq.
they water bomb here and there!
but nvm, the 07s01 ppl danced, sang, cheered,
and shared ghost stories.
amazing day. (:

the girls. (:

huishan and me! (:

our turtles are in LOVE. (:

yesh. now is the depressing part.
my appeal got approved.
well, i wonder why in the world i didn't reject the appeal.
i thought that everything was God's plan.
it seriously is, i guess.
i went to AJ to collect a form,
took a taxi back to PJ, get it signed,
then back to AJ for band prac.

i met my section mates for the first time.
felt a lil OUT, cos like ya.. STRANGER HOR?
yesh.
my sound has improved, perhaps cos of the instrument.

weds.
sectionals in the morning.
didn't join them for section outing in the afternoon.
met che, ade ben for k box.
it was really fun! (:

thurs.
band xchange w cjc.
BLAH.

fri.
band prac.
then band outing at west coast.
made a few new friends.
played touch rug.

WAAAA.
this week was emotionally draining.
i kept regretting my choice over and over again.
whenever i thought of my friends, tears would well.
i would be like WHAT THE HELL DO I WANT??

i went to aj cos of my future.
okay, and it's all done, no reversing.
BZZZT. i comfort myself that 2 yrs (or less), is gonna fly past very fast.
don't you agree?

ohhhh. this sucks.
very badly.
God, pls help me to change my thinking.

anyway, sch hasn't officially started yet.
i'm not judging the sch, but i just hope that God will send me friends.
and, i'll never forget the friends i made in PJC.
i never will.... forget
THEM.

-07s01-, PAE 07.

yeah.

i pray that God will help me through these 2 yrs.

sigh, no!

i'm gonna cry again. DAMN.

i'm supposed to go for OG outing later.

my mom is not allowing me to go.. so WHATEVER.

i'll just stay at home..

meditate.. and plan my life.

and try to relive those memories in my head.

it's weird to say.

HEY, I'M FROM ANDERSON JC.

BZZZZT.

i don't even know the sch song.

i guess.

goodbyes are part of growing up isn't it?

baby just say goodbye,

i'll be gone tomorrow,

baby just close your eyes,

i can't stand the sorrow.

baby just walk away,

you know i can't stay

There's no easy way to say goodbye.

so baby just say goodbye. :'(

well, note that the baby doesn't refer to a single person.

on a happy note..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI SHAN! ((:

i like the song "here in your arms" by hellogoodbye.

thanks to all.

for making my days. <3

written at 10:31 AM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

me and huishan in the toilet. (before)

yday was supposed to be the last day of sch.

i thought that it was MY LAST.

me and huishan (after)

yay! PJ uniform. i found the skirt really short.
thanks to Yurong for the uniform =)

yup!
the day started out with me not listening during chem.
totally shut off.
me and si jia just crapped with sms lah. LOL.

let me intro you the photographer of the next few photos, Hui Shan. Who is madly in love with Patrick. :p

Haha! me and sijia sniggered at the sight of this.

Friends forever, dudes.

okay, then we had a party.
with pizza and noodles bought by Mr Wong.
angel- XIUJING!!!

mortal- JULIAT!!!

okay yup, played the secret code thingy, we had to finish up the food.
haha!
i was bloated. i ate... alot.
pls don't laugh.
what a fun day!
parties, are meant to be fun yea?

uh huh! they are trying to see if Pringles cheated us anot.

wahaha. me, leon huishan. plus my twin is standing behind! TWINNN!!

uh-huh! fish and co glasshouse. mini 4/3 gathering with bout 20 ppl?

now i know how coriander tastes like- herby.
a cool day. but i think we made alot of noise.
walked to heeren aft dinner and took neos and walked around.
and we saw....

UTTTT! all thanks to Jasmine. ((:
he's me and ade with him. MUAHAHA.

posting results were out.
PJC.
i knew it yday, actually.
which caused a really huge quarrel b/n me and mom.
sigh.
it was horrid.
i felt disappointed, and also, happy!
happy! - that i can stay in PJC.
sad- that why i can't even get into AJ?
but it's fine.
what's done is done.
and it's good =))
they said i looked like i was gonna break down yday.
thanks for the encouragements.
LOL.
silly me..
think so much for what?
BLAH! change of topic.

yup!
but me, leon went to appeal today.
thanks to ben for accompanying!
i saw ANDRE. what, a coincidence. lol.
i just wrote one sentence on my appeal form.
well, it's all up to God, and his plan. ((:

haha. che, ben liwee came over.
had a mini fondue party.. with a movie
LOVE ME IF YOU DARE.
it's in french. very INTERESTING SHOW.
- five stars rating-

it's the time to disco!

see no evil,

speak no evil, hear no evil.

did some aerobics today.

it's GOOOOD exercise.

tmr is back to PJ for O2!!!

((:

thank God for everything.

written at 11:49 PM

YO!
i had a g8 week ((:

last sun, i treated my family to pepper lunch.

on mon, i had late lunch with rp, sj, and cg.
then went to Leon's auntie's wake.
turns out my mom same church as her.
the world is small man.

tues.
was a fun sanctuary day.
we played pictionary for 3 hrs!
fun stuff man. WOO!