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Saturday, February 05, 2005
Life Sux..
Haix.. My life.. Has been a disaster.. Homework and stuffs.. Tests, exams.. And i juz noticed.. My life is revolving around music.. And it has got hold of me.. Maybe because I don't handle things properly.. I mean plan my time well enough.. Tues.. Band.. Thursday.. Band.. Friday.. MEP, Worship band.. Sunday.. Band.. And like my piano exam is coming and I really can't fail this time again.. It's gonna b tough but i took it as a challenge.. Theory exam too.. I'm not gonna fail like last time again.. MEP.. Have a feeling it's gonna b tough.. But I can't drop it as I'm taking it as an extra sub to pull me up in the o'lvls.. Sighx.. Loadsa homework too.. Sometimes i feel like breakin down.. Haix.. That's what I'm worried.. My music exams.. And the SYF auditions? Yeah.. Another big problem.. Changed to a 4AL.. You know how big that is? It's like twice my 6BL.. Not used to it.. Can't pitch the high notes.. Then can't play the solo thingy.. Sighx.. I've let him down.. I spoilt the whole thing? Hmmmx.. ;(
Sighx.. Stress.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Hope tmr will be a better day...
*i miss you.. i miss you so much...*
