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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
woah.. today's a cool day.. started out.. with bio.. and HENG AH.. no geog.. lolx.. forgot to bring my geog tys.. bio lesson was fun.. with the RESPIRATORY system.. Well, i think it's one of the most exciting chapters, bout us learning how to breathe.. Lolx.. :)
i'm blogging everyday, although i can't think of anything much to write.. tmr's eng.. i must make sure i speak perfect eng to my family tonight.. i'll study music and chinese too.. remember.. njc.. haha.. i prayed to God bout it last night.. i'll let things go the way he plans it.. so, yup, if we're meant to be, or not to be, so be it.. lolx.. i've decided to release everything to him rather then actually keep it inside.. haha.. i feel good, lalala.. ;) my mep exam went quite well.. played a 100 times better than my piano exam.. i feel good, lalala.. ;)
i can't wait for the exams to be over, although it seems like it would take forever.. haha.. so fer now, it's full pump, (not yet) till the last min, then i feel the urge.. i'm like that.. so for now, it's a change.. i'm gonna study.. toodles!
*hehz.. can't believe u actually asked me bout my mep exam.. :) i feel good, lalala.. ;)
I FEEL GOOD, LALALA.. ;)
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
today's a new day.. well.. it started with a mild flu for me until it got worse later on.. haha.. had chinese listening compre.. i dozed off when they repeated for the 2nd time.. haha..
then.. i was feeling so terrible, that i felt my nose almost drop off.. lolx.. yupyup.. at least today i'll be released from the torturous lessons 1 hr earlier.. yippee! shared some experiences.. :) went to je with ade and cheryl.. haha.. met cedric.. "you got any new story to share?" is his fave sentence.. then saw Shirlene.. HEYA!!! :) then went to pop.. got an eng guidebk, and i'm on the way home w ade.. lookin out.. ;)
uh-huh.. thinkin.. AGAIN.. terrible la.. until got no mood to study.. yupyup.. that was one of the reasons for my restlessness again.. haha. with those 2 pals a and c, who would be sad for long? haha..lolx. gotta study.. remember.. target.. ;)
*missing.. him..Again..*
Monday, September 26, 2005
heys.. updating again! lolx.. last sat, i went fer soccer prac with bro.. lolx.. the coach was friendly.. had dribbles and drills around cones.. run here run there.. wa.. i was so tired, physically exhausted.. then.. played a match, haha.. my team won! i tackled someone and the coach was like "not bad!!!"..then my team mate scored.. haha.. lolx.. then it ended, me, chris, bro, clarence and adriel con't playing.. my first time wearing soccer shoes and socks.. coolness.. i now have a complete muscle aches, i can't even walk properly.. but surprisingly when i run, it doesn't hurt.. :)
uh-huh.. last fri.. after mep i met elaine and xueying at j8.. took 2 neoprints.. the machine was coolness.. had loadsa fun.. haha.. muz do that more often sia.. lolx.. then we were late for cell.. :)
last thurs! uh-huh.. saw him at cck with adeline.. lolx.. yupyup.. long time no see eh.. haha..
that was my wk.. i slacked alot, and didn't do much though..
lolx.. i heard some not very gd news.. i hope she'll be okay.. muz let her learn her lesson since everyone has tried their best to correct her.. she'll learn.. i'm sure of it.. i pray that she'll be fine.. and not get into bigger trouble..
the moment i saw u, i fell in love with u again.. it was such a long time ago.. lately, i'm feeling really happy, and i don't know why i feel that way.. it seems like life has something to look forward to.. although we are apart, i can still remember that msg u sent me that tells me that i can never forget u.. i still miss u so much and i hope we'll meet again soon.. ppl have changed, but u are the one i could never forget.. i will try to wait.. (i hope) for u.. but will u? (doubt so) as u don't know how i feel and think that i have someone else..i don't know how u feel as well.. at least, you're not. maybe u have someone new, but i know u can never forget me.. as well..
*i want to show u that i've changed.. i'm no longer the girl that u saw in the past.. seriously..
okays.. enough of that nonsense.. haha.. i shall not think of anything now.. nothing bout it.. i'll focus on my studies.. FOCUS! uh-huh.. and i'll try my best to get into njc.. and everything will fall into place.. my dream job, and someone special..
eoys comin.. gotta go study le.. take care ppl.. :) and i shall not mention anything bout it.. (at least) i hope.. ever again..
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
five of us! leepeng, joanne, yamfeng, me and elaine! ;)
so long ago.. here's me and elaine! :) i'm in a chij uniform.. wahaha..
amkss, css, and e GERMAN BAND!
balloon hat fest! haha.. :) faezah's missing..
1st, 2nd 3rd! taken on SYF day..
since i know how to post pics.. i shall post few china, nz pics with every post.. cool deal? kiddin. :)
my post's next.. read on.. :)
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well.. life has not been well.. with the exams stress and everything.. ever since my mom put a strict curfew to my night times and after school times.. be back by 6, she'll say.. and start studying at 730 to 930 without the phone.. and 10 take away my phone.. isn't that a little absurd? i mean 10pm?? i argued for 1030.. but aiyah..also cannot..well.. i just have to do my best.. then i'll get to have my freedom that i so long for.. and keep my promises.. =) haha.. i juz found out i can post pics! so.. this is me and dean! haha.. not my bf, but juz a cute aussie trombonist! :)
hmmmx..on 19 sept.. a fatithful mon.. i woke up with a sharp pain in my throat.. got off the car.. carried my tbone.. panting away.. i knew something was wrong. it's only the beginning.. well, then it started to get worse.. pple say hi, i juz smiled and wave.. hiding the heaving shoulders. tk was nice, waited for me upstairs.. then walked up to class.. almost fainted, as it got worser.. then stumbled into class.. put my head down.. my eyes swelled SO fast.. then i couldn't take it.. it was so painful.. dina called ms tay and ms shyam.. they sent me to the office.. i was sitting there.. mrs terence was like "are u crying? calm down.. don't cry" i was like "no! it's a reaction.." lolx.. mrs yip asked me if i wanted any medication or plastic bag.. i assured that it wasn't the first time and it'll go in 1 hr.. i went to the sick bay.. there, it stopped after 20 mins.. it was about 730.. then i started scratching my self.. each scratch would leave a tingling feeling.. spots and "scale-like" stuff started to appear.. i panicked.. ms tay rang up my dad.. (thank God he's still at home).. before i left, i asked ms tay for a math ans sht.. haha.. :)
the doc.. said it was a manisfestation of the allergy.. which had gone to the extent of a skin rash.. he referred me to nsc in the late afternn.. gave me some medication and only wrote a ONE DAY MC for that day.. -.-" but my parents were nice and promised to write a letter as my eyes were still swollen.. :) i slept, and thank God, my skin was back to normal.. perfectly flawless.. then went to the NSC.. blah blah.. i wasn't listening but looking at the clinic.. amazed at the equipment.. then they sent me to do a blood test.. i was like DIE! because i hate needles.. really loathe them.. so.. i went, i prayed.. thank God.. i saw the needle going into my vein.. i didn't flinch.. i saw the blood drawn by the vacuum into 5 tubes.. 5!?!? big tubes leh.. then i was amazed at the blood that's spilling in.. i stared hard.. and was like WOW.. that's alot of blood.. let me tell u about a convo..
me:" heys.. this is artery right? this green vein..?"
the nurse:" u wanna die ah? that's the vein!"
me: "oh.. i thought is artery.."
nurse:"wa.. never learn ur bio properly ah.."
me:"oops.."
haha.. yup.. that's bout it.. :) went home.. studied a little bit of math.. lolx.. then zzz.. thanks to everyone for their concern.. msgs.. :) i feel so.. tired.. gotta go then!
**i miss u so much.. well, i've not seen u in a long while.. if i only i agreed.. i could see u till now.. we would be so happy together.. sometimes i wished i had said something.. something to reply u.. anyways, it's so long ago.. i'm happy, and you're happy.. but i still have some regrets.. :)
Sunday, September 11, 2005
WOAH! long time no update..:)
Things that have happened:
- the teacher's day concert.. rehearsals has been fun! love the 3/3 ensemble and choir ppl, and the actorz! great job..
- the performance was great, at least the chords i wrote didn't clash..
- the incident.. yeah, shall not mention anything..
If i'm not wrong, that's how my life passed.. well, it's really been a long time since i updated.. i've got my upper braces, which is now in a shade of blue.. saturdays, have not been very exciting, with the piano exam comin up on the 2nd.. lOLx.. i can't remember the things that happened.. Uh-huh.. The shopping trip with cousin for level camp accesories.. The ramli burger we tried.. Lolx.. The LEVEL CAMP! Which was like really fun.. :) Xiner same grp! My grp rawks man.. Group 10..
Yeah.. Then ntin much happened.. Erm.. The piano exam.. Woah.. I have a really bad feeling.. Thanks for all the encouragement.. My examiner is like some london symphony orchestra principal trumpetist.. Lolx.. Coolness.. Hope i at least pass.. Hmmmx.. Have faith! :)
The day before, ade, cheryl, liwee, jj came my house..Cooked some guotie and different kinds of prata.. Haha. The rose mint choc cookies coated with choc.. Lolx.. yummy.. findin' neverland again.. Lolx.. And nobody knows.. :)
the camp.. first day.. erm.. the thingy.. yeah.. went with the 3/3 band mateys.. :) had loadsa fun.. the second day, the exco one.. me and dina rocks man! the coolest secretaries.. 8) Haha.. yeah.. had a little discussion.. suan the potato sia! woohoo.. then took the bus back to school.. went home.. then heard the worst news in my life.. haix.. :'( the third day.. i sort of "pon" chinese then go for the camp thingy.. by the time we reached, it was almost endin.. lolx.. so we went to causeway to take neoprints.. me, dina, seha, xinyue, sihui, jahua, taikoon, jiamin, and junie..then had a shared meal of fried stuff with sh,tk, and xy.. went home.. then went to her elaine's house..
thurs.. met tk and sh at bb.. went to church, sad, the rest couldn't go. ;( okays, then we were the earliest, had a great time playing the diff games we've never played in our life.. modern art, blokus, niagara, pit, etc.. and BOULDERDASH! woohoo.. that was a hilarious game.. they give u words and u muz make up a meaning to convince people.. Haha.. words like myrianga and etc.. it was so funny.. the meanings that we gave each other.. :) then went to amk for sh to collect stuff.. dinner, then church band.. they played with us.. lolx.. cool eh? super relaxed band prac.. but muz do our best mah.. glad u all enjoyed the day.. :) the car ride was fun, with a 360 degree turn at uncle cy's factory.. lolx.. fun..
fri.. stayed home the whole day.. did SOME work.. then slacked quite a bit.. changed my skin (at last) okays.. then went to meet sarah at church for the LIVE OUT LOUD concert.. pretty cool.. the drummer was dashing.. ;) and really good.. i wanna ask him to be my shifu man.. i need one.. then went fer supper.. and then to elaine's house again.. sat mornin, went to mandai for the cremation.. left halfway as mommy needa go.. did some work, studied.. first theory lesson! i miss theory.. :) had great fun with the new chords that made me go thinking for half an hr.. -.-" then watched NOBODY KNOWS with bro.. lolx.. i cant believe he was TOUCHED by that show that he scolded the mother a bitch.. and watched with me in my bed instead of his lame soccer match.. :) sunday.. was cool.. dad bought sushi, and lotsa pens.. hmmx.. muz jiayou.. :) to dad.. thanks for that button.. :)
to elaine.. be strong, i'll always be with you.. :)
to her.. hope u will understand.. start anew.. :)
start of a new wk, and starting the gear and countdown to exams.. =)
