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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
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well.. life has not been well.. with the exams stress and everything.. ever since my mom put a strict curfew to my night times and after school times.. be back by 6, she'll say.. and start studying at 730 to 930 without the phone.. and 10 take away my phone.. isn't that a little absurd? i mean 10pm?? i argued for 1030.. but aiyah..also cannot..well.. i just have to do my best.. then i'll get to have my freedom that i so long for.. and keep my promises.. =) haha.. i juz found out i can post pics! so.. this is me and dean! haha.. not my bf, but juz a cute aussie trombonist! :)
hmmmx..on 19 sept.. a fatithful mon.. i woke up with a sharp pain in my throat.. got off the car.. carried my tbone.. panting away.. i knew something was wrong. it's only the beginning.. well, then it started to get worse.. pple say hi, i juz smiled and wave.. hiding the heaving shoulders. tk was nice, waited for me upstairs.. then walked up to class.. almost fainted, as it got worser.. then stumbled into class.. put my head down.. my eyes swelled SO fast.. then i couldn't take it.. it was so painful.. dina called ms tay and ms shyam.. they sent me to the office.. i was sitting there.. mrs terence was like "are u crying? calm down.. don't cry" i was like "no! it's a reaction.." lolx.. mrs yip asked me if i wanted any medication or plastic bag.. i assured that it wasn't the first time and it'll go in 1 hr.. i went to the sick bay.. there, it stopped after 20 mins.. it was about 730.. then i started scratching my self.. each scratch would leave a tingling feeling.. spots and "scale-like" stuff started to appear.. i panicked.. ms tay rang up my dad.. (thank God he's still at home).. before i left, i asked ms tay for a math ans sht.. haha.. :)
the doc.. said it was a manisfestation of the allergy.. which had gone to the extent of a skin rash.. he referred me to nsc in the late afternn.. gave me some medication and only wrote a ONE DAY MC for that day.. -.-" but my parents were nice and promised to write a letter as my eyes were still swollen.. :) i slept, and thank God, my skin was back to normal.. perfectly flawless.. then went to the NSC.. blah blah.. i wasn't listening but looking at the clinic.. amazed at the equipment.. then they sent me to do a blood test.. i was like DIE! because i hate needles.. really loathe them.. so.. i went, i prayed.. thank God.. i saw the needle going into my vein.. i didn't flinch.. i saw the blood drawn by the vacuum into 5 tubes.. 5!?!? big tubes leh.. then i was amazed at the blood that's spilling in.. i stared hard.. and was like WOW.. that's alot of blood.. let me tell u about a convo..
me:" heys.. this is artery right? this green vein..?"
the nurse:" u wanna die ah? that's the vein!"
me: "oh.. i thought is artery.."
nurse:"wa.. never learn ur bio properly ah.."
me:"oops.."
haha.. yup.. that's bout it.. :) went home.. studied a little bit of math.. lolx.. then zzz.. thanks to everyone for their concern.. msgs.. :) i feel so.. tired.. gotta go then!
**i miss u so much.. well, i've not seen u in a long while.. if i only i agreed.. i could see u till now.. we would be so happy together.. sometimes i wished i had said something.. something to reply u.. anyways, it's so long ago.. i'm happy, and you're happy.. but i still have some regrets.. :)
