compositions
Thursday, December 22, 2005
some hainan pics.
the kids, me and charmaine.
the three of us. =)
the four of us. =)
yoyos. i just snuck online when my parents are not home. hmmmx. life's fine since last wk, after that long long break frm band and stuff since i was not very well. but, yups, i'm fine now.
i've volunteered to help my mom's church's play. i'm an orchard shopper and a shepherd. rehearsals, mon, weds and fri nite.. very late at night man. -.-" i get really sleepy...
sat was my first performance.. hehs. they had to force to put on make up for me. lolx. and i got a swollen eyelid in the night for using other ppl's eyeshadow. haha. performed at the old folks home. they were friendly, and some of them even said hi! haha. cool eh? they are very responsive. it's touching to see them like this..
sunday. i went to eat cafe cartel with joel, yurong n sarah after church. hehs. first time there. then they went christmas shopping. no money, so we used yurong's card. haha. it was a fun trip. =) nite, i went for dinner with family and grandma and nancy. i was making alot of noise because i was feeling so joyful cos of those smses. and my bro... i'm glad for him. hehheh. he finally admitted. =) hoho!
monday. had dental then sectionals. then drums. then joel and yurong came over to make potato salad and watched national treasure. the show rocks man! i was so kept in suspense that i kept making alot of noise. hehheh. kept asking qns.
tues. band. well..kana suaned by tan.. not funny. played like.. omph.
weds. baked at elaine's house. cookies! then went to orchard for kettling with cell. (the one frm salvation army, ringing the bell) yups. ppl kept staring at the 5 of us, talking away while ringing the bell. haha. it's at CK TANGS. met tk n xy. had dinner together. then SOMEONE hor.. couldn't make it. hmmmms. went to paragon to get flowers. i bargained with the florist. he's so nice. i acted like i realy wanted the flowers but i had no money kind of thing. haha. not bad. then rushed to C.O.S for rehearsal.
today! yups. i'm glad everything's over. =) cheerios! and yups, i'll change my sucky attitude. like.. i actually lost interest, and i slacked cos of that, and played super suckily la. yups. gotta tell myself that as long i'm still in band, i've gotta work hard yea. hmmms. one more thing.
i love my section. and section mateys. muacks. <3
hope i can see him tmr. =) i'll update. muahahaha.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
okays, i'm not in band today. cos of a fever and symptoms of avian flu. arggh. i feel terrible. quite scared as i just came back from China, and actually, close to chickens in Hainan Island. -.-"
yday, was a whole depressing day for me, that every single thing my parents nagged about i would just break down and cry. My dad just corrected me about how to use the washing machine. (in kinda a angry way), and i just stood and watched. Tears just flowed down my eyes, and i ran to the room and cried. My parents asked WHY? i said i wasn't feeling well. that's the excuse i gave. yeah. my mom nagged bout the messy house, i also cried in silence. oohx. terrible. something's below.
i didn't feel like doing anything. the whole afternn, i was just reading a book. P.S., I lOVE YOU. it's really touching. i was addicted to it that day.
alot of things went through my head. i seriously don't know why i'm actually crying for. i'm confused though. it's just me and my sensitivity again. AGAIN. arggh.
i just feel so left out. esp in my section. i really don't know why. it's just me again. the feeling will be over..soon. =)
yups. maybe it's because i haven't been doing quiet time for a real long time.. since the hols. sighs. i'll do it. it's time for me to get back on track. and to just catch up w everything.
cheer up. i will..
don't worry bout tmr, for tmr will have to worry about itself.
=)
Monday, December 12, 2005
just came back from china yday. =) yups. i left on 2nd, a friday morning. 1st, was a beach games day. Xinyue and Sihui came too. haha. it was fun.
to cut a long story short, let me just say about the cool stuff that happened.
- i went diving! with a guide strapped to me and oxygen tank and everything.
- the hotel in sanya was beside the home of the ms world contestants. saw a few of them =)
- flying fox over a forest in the tribal place in haikou.
- me, bro, charmaine and lydia made so much noise one night. the person beside was the CEO of a huge company and needed some rest, as he had a weak heart. haha. he moved us to a suite, thinking we were too noisy. HAHA. a whole semi-detached to ourselves. (for making noise)
- cool performances
- fun times together, crapping.
- a fight.. in the airport. the guy just threw a chair at the woman. gosh.
it was a really nice trip. fun and exciting. =) did some shopping and got a scolding from my dad. -.-"
yups. that's my hols. haix. i feel so depressed. like there's no aim in life for me now. i'm like wandering aimlessly. haix. i feel so lost. i have no idea why at all. when i'm away, it feels like time has been fast forwarded so quickly i can't even catch up.
it's me again, i know it. it's me. let me slap myself awake.
do not worry bout tmr, for tmr will hafta worry about it self.
sighx.
