compositions
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
okays, i'm not in band today. cos of a fever and symptoms of avian flu. arggh. i feel terrible. quite scared as i just came back from China, and actually, close to chickens in Hainan Island. -.-"
yday, was a whole depressing day for me, that every single thing my parents nagged about i would just break down and cry. My dad just corrected me about how to use the washing machine. (in kinda a angry way), and i just stood and watched. Tears just flowed down my eyes, and i ran to the room and cried. My parents asked WHY? i said i wasn't feeling well. that's the excuse i gave. yeah. my mom nagged bout the messy house, i also cried in silence. oohx. terrible. something's below.
i didn't feel like doing anything. the whole afternn, i was just reading a book. P.S., I lOVE YOU. it's really touching. i was addicted to it that day.
alot of things went through my head. i seriously don't know why i'm actually crying for. i'm confused though. it's just me and my sensitivity again. AGAIN. arggh.
i just feel so left out. esp in my section. i really don't know why. it's just me again. the feeling will be over..soon. =)
yups. maybe it's because i haven't been doing quiet time for a real long time.. since the hols. sighs. i'll do it. it's time for me to get back on track. and to just catch up w everything.
cheer up. i will..
don't worry bout tmr, for tmr will have to worry about itself.
=)
