compositions
Saturday, March 17, 2007
BEWARE.
this is gonna be a long and emo post.
i haven't updated for like 2 wks plus.
i'm mentally tired.
VERY tired.
yesh. first up! is o2. Pioneer IGNITE!! ((:
i'm in OG 36, the last one.. and it's RONSON!
yeah.
the first few days were boring.
but the leadership camp-- the web game bonded us together ALOT.
yup! it was great fun.
esp., when your OGL is your sec sch classmate. WAHAHA.
yesh. and i went for tennis trials on 8 MAR.
WAHAHA.
i passed! (:
thanks to Mabel's encouragement.
i couldn't have done it w/o her. ((:
this is US in the toilet. (:
me and mabel--- my CLASSMATE-- and OGL. (:
me and priscilla--- a good friend i made. (:
me and liang zheng--- the first person i met in OG 36! (:
OG 36. (: (not everyone is inside)
the girls. (:
me and priscilla's shoe--- even her shoelaces are PURPLE!!!i couldn't make it for the campfire, as i had a concert to attend.
Hwa Chong's chinese drama production.
Ppl are surprised why i would go for such a thing. HAHA.
but the concert was GREAT! the storyline was amazing.
YAY! (:
all thanks to SI WEN!she invited me to the concert.
well amazingly, she's related to Douglas's friend.
WAHAHA. (:
me and dougwanted to go for Della's party aft that.
it was like 11+?
so both of us walked to cityhall, and took mrt.
hmmms.
xinyue came over on sunday to prac the duet.
yup! (:
MONDAY! (:
tennis training from 830-1045
the sun was SOO HOT!
i'm tanner than before. DOTS.
okay, did foot work, blah blah, strokes...
it was rather FUN, i suppose.
made a few friends, like Hazlyn, JiaJun, Louise.
yesh.. we walked from sch to BPP.
a fine day. (:
then night was Si Jia's b'day bbq.
they water bomb here and there!
but nvm, the 07s01 ppl danced, sang, cheered,
and shared ghost stories.
amazing day. (:
the girls. (:
huishan and me! (:
our turtles are in LOVE. (:yesh. now is the depressing part.
my appeal got approved.
well, i wonder why in the world i didn't reject the appeal.
i thought that everything was God's plan.
it seriously is, i guess.
i went to AJ to collect a form,
took a taxi back to PJ, get it signed,
then back to AJ for band prac.
i met my section mates for the first time.
felt a lil OUT, cos like ya.. STRANGER HOR?
yesh.
my sound has improved, perhaps cos of the instrument.
weds.
sectionals in the morning.
didn't join them for section outing in the afternoon.
met che, ade ben for k box.
it was really fun! (:
thurs.
band xchange w cjc.
BLAH.
fri.
band prac.
then band outing at west coast.
made a few new friends.
played touch rug.
WAAAA.
this week was emotionally draining.
i kept regretting my choice over and over again.
whenever i thought of my friends, tears would well.
i would be like WHAT THE HELL DO I WANT??
i went to aj cos of my future.
okay, and it's all done, no reversing.
BZZZT. i comfort myself that 2 yrs (or less), is gonna fly past very fast.
don't you agree?
ohhhh. this sucks.
very badly.
God, pls help me to change my thinking.
anyway, sch hasn't officially started yet.
i'm not judging the sch, but i just hope that God will send me friends.
and, i'll never forget the friends i made in PJC.
i never will.... forget
THEM.
-07s01-, PAE 07.
yeah.
i pray that God will help me through these 2 yrs.
sigh, no!
i'm gonna cry again. DAMN.
i'm supposed to go for OG outing later.
my mom is not allowing me to go.. so WHATEVER.
i'll just stay at home..
meditate.. and plan my life.
and try to relive those memories in my head.
it's weird to say.
HEY, I'M FROM ANDERSON JC.
BZZZZT.
i don't even know the sch song.
i guess.
goodbyes are part of growing up isn't it?
baby just say goodbye,
i'll be gone tomorrow,
baby just close your eyes,
i can't stand the sorrow.
baby just walk away,
you know i can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye.
so baby just say goodbye. :'(
well, note that the baby doesn't refer to a single person.
on a happy note..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI SHAN! ((:
i like the song "here in your arms" by hellogoodbye.
thanks to all.
for making my days. <3
