compositions
Saturday, April 25, 2009
hello! (:
cheryl decides to blog today.
(for fun perhaps?)
feeling like a schoolgirl ALL OVER AGAIN, where i would blog in detail about every single thing that happened! HAHA.
today was a nice sunny windy day. (:
thank God for the brilliant weatherr!
yes.
went to ecp today..
nicee
(awesomee time!)
sang some songs. (we were GOOD, for first time. HA!)
ate wonton mee. (pontian one)
ate fudge and truffle at cedele!
then i had a 2 hr nap ( due to accumulated sleepyness and a stoning thinking brain)
haha, then..
i journaled (ooh i'm beginning to love it)
.. it makes me think MOREE!
blah.
yups. pass few days has been amazing.
just lying on my bed with a pen and my nice notebook.
scribbling thoughts.
thinking about stuff.
haha. and the revelation came. (:
"1. HONOR GOD
2. TURN TO HIM
3. PUT HIM FIRST
4. HAVE FAITH AND TRUST IN HIM
5. DON'T RELY ON YOUR OWN STRENGTH
and everything will come smoothly and naturally. hmmm!"
this was it.
it came when i was just writing how i feel bout school, my ministry, youthgroup, studies, people, STUFF (HAHAHAHA), relationships.
there was a big scribble in caps: THAT'S IT!
haha. makes me laugh.
okayy fine. (:
then next day, i read something in the daily bread bout not relying on strength but on the fidelity of God.
and i was reminded of God's faithfulness.
seriously, how i have stumbled and fell in faith these few weeks. ):
sharing yday during was cell was an EYE-OPENER (literally cos i had to stay awake)
then David was like "in conclusion, we just have to TRUST in God, and let Him LEAD"
i was like !!!
trust, faith, lead was the keyy.
it's like honoring and giving it all up to Him.
EVERYTHING, things that are close to my heart, my struggles.
it's not easy, as i was sharing with GY and Leon.
yes.
today i went home thinking again.
literally stoned (AGAIN)
about IT and everything.. asking question after question,
"WHYYY are You telling me this?"
and ALOT ALOT of other questions (heh, secret.)
like this big word SURRENDER was in my head.
grabbed my bible and asked for a verse. LOL.
it came: Eph 4:23-24
".. to be made new in the attitude of your minds, and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.."
-head shot i tell you-
HAHA. try piecing the puzzle pieces together.
thank GOD for this mini revelation.
it boosted my courage for what i am to do tmr.
something, that i definitely can't rely on my own strength to do.
something, i never thought i will do.
something that got impressed on my heart to do
and something, that God can work and do (:
well, He holds all things in his time and will.
all in His time. (yups!)
ask Him, to help me to be patient. (:
i'm good.
having exciting times.
new experiences (: (oh yeahh)
i'm gonna embrace every moment, really. (:
thank God for the people at school.
(: yay, 3 commonwealthians!
and nice nice people. (:
- the end -
LOL.
bye, and so long for a LONG LONG TIME. HAHAHA =D
(because cheryl is extremely lazyy, and prefers to study the human anatomy.)
haha, it actually rhymes!
